college experience

In the beginning of the semester i was so determined to reach my goals, mainly getting accepted into the School of Education, but sometimes life just happens. I didn't expect to be pregnant during college. Since the beginning of my pregnancy, everything changed physically, mentally and emotionally. I became tired each day or i wouldn’t feel good because of my morning sickness and it ruined my attendance in school. I felt like i never had enough energy to finish my homework or i would sleep longer than i should.   I realized that being pregnant at this time shouldn't stop me from accomplishing my goals. I decided that i would try my best to apply into SOE whether i make it or not, but at least I'm trying.   During the process of applying, i realized that my GPA didn't meet the requirement being a few points behind and i started to doubt myself like should i still continue and apply? I was so sad knowing my chances of getting accepted is very low, but i decided ev...

This week's lesson is about confidence. I have never always been a really confident person, but i realized that thinking negative won't ever get me any further. I need to believe in myself and think more on the positive side. Day by day, I'm gaining more confidence in myself hoping for the best. Ever feel like you know what you're doing and you know you're doing just fine, but when it actually happens you start to panic, become nervous and forget about being confident? That's me this semester! I have always felt determined with completing the semester with a satisfying mood, but this time it's completely the opposite feeling. The feeling of failure and disappointment as if I'm not growing into a better student.

I procrastinated in finishing my project for my nutrition class and completed it at the last minute. I finished it two hours before it was due hoping i did it correctly even when i knew i was quite clueless in some parts. I didn’t expect for an A and sure enough when i got my paper back, my results were terrible. I was devastated. From there, i learned my lesson and told myself i wouldn’t ever procrastinate on my project ever again. A month later, i had another two projects due and this time i finished it days before and the outcome was amazing. I got A’s on both assignments. No words could explain how happy i was because it felt so good receiving a much better grade compared to the last one. Also, it was such a relief knowing i didn’t stress out as much as i did last month. It was the best feeling ever!

I had no idea what I was thinking to schedule myself in an OLL science course when it is also one of my weakest subjects. In the beginning, I told myself that I don't think it's a bad decision to take an OLL course this semester since I've experienced an OLL English course and a hybrid one too during my first year in college. I was completely wrong. I made the worse decision thinking I'd do great and enjoy the class, but unfortunately I didn't at all. The textbook for the class was very pricey and the amount of assignments seemed a little too much including lab. It wasn't that bad in the beginning till the course got too difficult for me. I thought I'd be able to handle it and earn an A, but I expected to much from myself.